the thing is...

so george carlin died on sunday and i'm sad. in fact, i cried while sitting in my cubicle when i read it on monday. i couldn't finish the article because i was crying. the grandfather of one of the guys at work passed away yesterday and he looked spectacularly saddened. my grandmother has been gone for 6 years this month (i miss her like it was yesterday). death is something that we all see in our lifetimes. these amazing people who teach us and help us to grow and make us laugh and allow us to cry pass on and we are never the same. i'm feeling amazingly uninspired this week. i feel like i have nothing to contribute. i need to make a change. i'm turning into someone else everyday. why not push the envelope a little.